Oct.18th

心存高远，意守平常......

FAILURE

今天下午做化工实验，胡老师讲了很多之外的事。感觉自己有点失败，自己什么货色，明眼人一看就知道。我什么时候也可以达到这种境界啊，care more about details!

累

累，心累......

Oct.10th

In the morning,we had Bio-chemistry experiment.Hehe,I suddenly found my Bio-chemistry teacher is handsome.What makes a person look graceful and elegant?Knowledge?Wit? Mom ever said I was intelligent but lack the wit of life.Human being is a complex animal......

Oct.8th

I made a big mistake which made 6 mates of my class can't take part in the CET6/4.God,in this bad mood,how can I chat with Ian for 2 hours just about some boring topics? I had the Bio-chemistry class in the afternoon,and tried hard to concentrate.This feeling was so great!Another Chinese American gets the Nobel Prize---Qian Yongjiang......

YAWNS

Recently learn a new word "YAWN",hehe,I am not a "Yawn"(young and wealthy but normal).Find life is funny.U can't guess what will happen the next day,what kind of person U will meet the next day.Though a little jealous to those who have had so-called happiness,yet still be hopeful for tomorrow.I wish I can realise my dream in my 25th birthday---go abroad to pursue my study'goal.The road is long and alone,but I will try.What I will be,who knows?!

CASABLANCA

Casablanca

I fell in love with you watching Casablanca
Back row at the driven show in the flickering light
Popcorn and cokes beneath the stars
became champagne and caviar
Making love on a long hot summer's night
I thought you fell in love with me watching Casablanca
Holding hand neath the paddle fanin rick's candle lit cafe
Hiding in the shadows from the spies
Monoccan moonshine in your eyes
Making magic at the movies in my old Chevrolet
Oh a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca
But kiss is not a kiss without your sigh
Please come back to me in Casablanca
I love you more and more each day as time goes by

I guess there're many broken hearts in Casablanca
You know I've never really been there so I don't know
I guess our love story will never be seen on the big wide silver screen
But it hurt just as bad when I had to watch you go
Oh a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca
But kiss is not a kiss without your sigh
Please come back to me in Casablanca
I love you more and more each day as time goes by
Oh a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca
But kiss is not a kiss without your sigh
Please come back to me in Casablanca
I love you more and more each day as time goes by
I love you more and more each day as time goes by

TIRED

Tired to do anything else......

Monday

今天上化工原理很不爽，还好中午过得不错，当选为班上的学习委员，以后得抓紧时间跟老师多学些东西......

Weekends

Yesterday Aunt and my brother came to Wuhan to buy some clothes for his days in Singapore.This morning I had previewed the Bio-chemistry,not high efficiently......

BORING

Girls in dorm R busy eating birthday cake.Heh,so many things for me to do,but I am addicted in sth strange.A little tired,want to go home,want my Mom,want someone to lean on......

Freak Talk

I hate that girl!

Little baby

SURPRISING

昨天上QQ收到黄老师发来的中秋祝福，一看他还在，就打了声招呼，没想到竟回复了。突然间冒出：“你是我的优秀学生啊！", 弄得我有点不好意思吧，估计他知道我四级的成绩了吧，再说我平时也是非常认真的！上午去植物园，和老左一块热死了，用手机拍了些花，有点郁闷，回学校时，搭到汉口去了，气死我了，我不知道，你老左还弄不清......

人生

看着他们，我觉得自己好失败啊，但是不要气馁你人生的图画才刚刚开始：考研---出国......UNIVERSITY OF MICHIGEN/Ann Arbor

AUG.24th

奥运会就要结束啦，我的暑假也快完了。今天晚上的闭幕式一定相当精彩，希望某某人在看着它时想到了我......

AUG.23th

明天奥运会就要结束了，心中感觉有点儿失落。我这个暑假做了些什么事呢？！呵呵，找到了自己的梦想啦！Michigen---Ann Arbor

Facing the sea with spring blossoms-By Hai Zi

From tomorrow on,
I will be a happy man;
Grooming, chopping,
and traveling all over the world.

From tomorrow on,
I will care foodstuff and vegetable,
Living in a house towards the sea,
with spring blossoms.

From tomorrow on,
write to each of my dear ones,
Telling them of my happiness,
What the lightening of happiness has told me,
I will spread it to each of them.
Give a warm name for every river and every mountain, Strangers, I will also wish you happy. May you have a brilliant future! May you lovers eventually become spouse! May you enjoy happiness in this earthly world! I only wish to face the sea, with spring blossoms.

AUG.17th

A LITTLE DISAPPOINTED!

AUG.16th

What is LIFE? Before U get married,U really know him?Can U guarentee that U will ignore his shortcoming?
No,I can't.When I see Aunt Lee's family,I am thinking whether I want the life she has.Seem the answer is NOPE!

AUG.15th

今天很高兴，因为从网上搜刮出一张好碟Cinema Serenade，是Itzhak Perlman & John Williams的作品。实际上，最开始是从Johnny那儿知道John Williams这个人，我想Theme from Schindler's List都应该知道，而Itzhak Perlman则是一个非常著名的小提琴家，印象中他好像有点残疾...

里面有一首tango---Por Una Cabeza,不过是用小提琴演奏的，还别有一番滋味......

LEARN TO BE LONELY

Child of the wildernessBorn into emptiness

Learn to be lonelyLearn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you

Comfort and care for youLearn to be lonely

Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed out in the world

There are arms to hold you

You have always knownYour heart was on its own

So laugh in your loneliness

Child of the wilderness

Learn to be lonely

Learn how to love life that is lived alone

Learn to be lonelyLife can be lived

Life can be lovedAlone

AUG.8th

昨天我收到了一大束玫瑰，呵呵，姑姑送我的。小胖子昨天晚上在我家睡的，晚上四个人挤在一张床上真不爽，小胖子倒是早早的睡了，还打起了呼噜！为了防止他掉到地上，妈妈和阿姨让他睡中间，等我上床时已经没位置了，只能在他的屁股后边蜷缩着。晚上他吵死了，睡觉也不安稳，滚来滚去，真不知他爸爸妈妈怎么招呼他睡的。
晚上在优酷视频上看了“秘境追踪”之“达芬奇密码”，最后捱到了1点才睡。小胖子醒得也早，知道妈妈今天肯定有很多手术，我只好6点起床带小胖子呗，他们上班后我没睡多久，洪力一个电话打来叫我上去吃早餐，我的觉又没啦！
今天奥运会开幕，高兴......

The Count of Monte Cristo

刚刚看完了一部电影“The Count of Monte Cristo”，中文名译为“基督山伯爵”，大团圆结局，但我想书肯定更好看。暑假在图书馆借了本“三剑客”，终究因人物的名字太长而读不下去了，还是看电影好。一个人在地牢里呆上13年真是难以想象......朋友的背叛，恋人的离去...

AUG.7th

Last night I talked to Ian.One thing made me LOL.U know,what he was doing then? He was trying to writing a paper about how to be a good teacher! Once hearing it,I began to laugh.That was about 11p.m. He had finished his winter holiday 4 weeks before and began his last semester in Uni.I was wondering what kind of teacher he would be---A teacher who is a crazy rock fan,with long hair...heh a little funny! His paper needed 2000 words,God! Even writing a paper with 2000 words in Chinese is difficult to me!
I got up this morning earlier and tried to clean up my room.It is beyong what I expect,too dirty...

Double Sevens Day

明天是七夕，而且还是自己教的初一学生告诉我的.走在回家的路上,看着路上的行人,心中有一点点失落---什么时候我不再一个人走路?呵呵,小白吧!刚刚上QQ看见了他，一想到明天是...人家也许在和自己的GF在一起,想他干嘛!

那群初一的学生真的很可爱，花样的年纪，没什么烦恼，天真活泼.讲课时,我看着他们在下面玩,说悄悄话,自己也忍不住---笑场啦!

明天是个特殊的日子,送自己一束玫瑰!

August.5th

有时会想生活在这个世界上的意义是什么？为了吃饱喝足？如果人可以脱离社会独自生活该多好！我不喜欢社交场上的flattery.一个人的感觉也不错,独自想一些原来没有思考过的问题.以前就是浑浑噩噩地过日子,未曾想过世界为什么是这样的.人真是一种奇怪的动物,自然界的山山水水,人们会觉得很美,那蚂蚁呢?它们眼中的小山丘会和我们人眼中的一样吗?一只蚂蚁有机会到达地球上的每一个地方吗？好像不太可能......

UPSET

I just feel I am cheated.J-C never comes.But maybe I am just a big fool,wasting so much time on such a person I don't understand at all......

LOTUS

August.4th

今天和往常一样，晚上又得去教那四个小魔头了。不知道我在他们眼里是否算负责！这没钱赚还亏本的买卖也只有我做，哎~~~